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Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 11:51 AM


A paper done, but 3 more still awaits. I did my pharmaco notes yesterday and am proud that it looks so naise. To the point where im asking myself whether i should re-do my Cmbio notes to look just as nice. I think i got farah's disease. haha.

Busy day ahead. Going to Cheng's grandad's funeral & then off to study with my girls. Cheng is such a strong girl i must say. Still such a sunshine even after being through shit and grime, so proud of my girl :D Anyway hopefully i dun have to feel so stressed after the exams because this feeling is making me age twice as fast. & i wanna be a kid forever. I dun wanna grow up and be tied down.

I wonder how hard is it to not be friends. I never did that before, not be friends. I dun think i would like it very much. I wonder whether this is growing up. Making hard decisions on your own. Finding solutions that isnt really one. All the while, smiling and laughing with your family just to make them feel im allright, im just fine. This act of mine, i wonder if they buy it. Cause they keep giving me weird glances and asking me "am i okay?" Im not okay, but theres nothing you can do about it so theres nothing you ought to know. kapish?

i miss you