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Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 10:45 PM


Things have been a blur. Im going to be Eighteen this year but my life is on its own verge. Who would have known that a girl who was so loud, careless, and easy-going would have turn out to be so cautious and wary. I despise the person i have turned into and all i want to do is go back. To the four walls of 1E'05. Many years have passed but 2005 still is the best year i will ever had. Ive learnt true class unity and made a life-long pact with some amazing people. We got into trouble together. We got out the same way. "One for All, All for One"

I miss the feeling of happiness. Pure happiness without a worry in the world. Its seems so fleeting right now. & im never sure where it went. I used to be the life of a party when i wanna be. Now im all drained out. The happy pills last for as long as they are present. A step away and im already engulfed. Im just way tired. For one so young, Ive got some hard decisions to make. I just dunt know why i keep dragging it out. When i can just end it soon, No one is to be blame, Somethings are just not meant to be. You got your happy times, grab it, treasure it & dunt question it. 2010 will be a fruitful year with many mistakes made & lessons learnt