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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 9:37 PM


I miss this little guy while i was away for 3 days & 2 nights. Missed him more than he will ever know. I entered his room to just know he's there, but he accuse me of just wanting to get some NIPS chocs, which was partly true. heh.
Just got back from bonding camp. A little bit of fun here and there followed by its consequences & feelings of regrets thereafter. Got a little too wet and way too smelly. Some games i wished would go on slightly forever while others should not even be played. The food was disgusting! & there was only a provision of mineral water & only mineral water. I dreamt of coke every second.

Been having this horrible empty sad feeling inside, i wished it go away. Its messing up my sense of judgement. What's wrong & right. I've felt this before, & the last time i felt it.. was not a story to remember. Mom's telling me something bad just happened, i wonder whether thats the reason why this feeling is stuck here. I hope it is. Please, let it be this, and not nothing else, never nothing else.